Tuesday

Yesterday Cassie was very listless all day.

This morning she got up to pee at 5am, then after we put her back to bed, she was agitating to get up. Maxine got up with her at 6(?) and she promptly threw up. We're not sure if it's a fact of her illness, of the drugs, or just simply that she's been eating too much.

So, that's how the day started.

It's ending with me listening to the Jimmy Buffett in Australia rebroadcast. When we heard it earlier in the year, we were smug knowing that we held 2 tickets for his September Paris concert. But, today I took another step in trying to sell them back. Anyway, Maxine is out tonight so I get to spend some time with Cassie. I've spent some of it singing Jimmy Buffett songs to her, with her head resting against my hand. We both seemed sad. Her for her own reasons. Me as I explained how we'd planned a pre-concert party at our apartment that she'd have been the host of. And now that she's not going, that she's (I didn't tell her this) probably going to be dead before the concert...